Ok...what to do....I am not giving up on the man front yet... I have high hopes for someone I met last year. it is hard enough to start a relationship when you live near each other...at least 10 times that when you are across an ocean!! I wish he would talk to me... why do men not like to talk feelings, yet, they want you to pour out your heart and soul to them. I am concentrating on my crochet...it is a really good distraction. however, I am a true hopeless romantic..and everytime I think of him, my heart starts to flutter. every romantic novel I read...he is the man and I am the woman..in the story. it is just so hard.... I haven't had any type of relationship for such a long time. I don't want my poor heart to get trampled. I know I could get through it, but would I be able to pick up the pieces and start over!!!