So...it's been a long time since I have posted anything here.
I am very sad today...my life just stinks....I keep trying to make it better, and it is just simply not working in my favour.  I am so alone....I just want someone in mty life...why doesn't anyone want to be with me?  I don't know what it is that apparently is making me un-loveable....I keep getting my heart broken over and over....and it just seems to be my fault..every time...I just don't understand it.  I am sure I will recover from this, but I may never be the same.....I don't think I can go through this anymore.... I really am a hopeless romatic..it's sad...
why is it that good, nice men are so hard to find?  a couple of the ones I know are really good, and nice, but of course...they don't want me...that has to mean something is wrong with me..doesn't it?  I mean....honestly... where is my good fortune?  where is my rainbow?  where is my pot of gold?  when do I get what I want?  at this rate..apparently NEVER!
what have I done wrong in this life to deserve this?  I am always nice, and always helpful to others, and always giving of myself....I rarely ask for anything in return....where is my happiness?