So I haven't written anything for a bit. I have read several more books. I am still a hopeless romantic! I want to travel somewhere quiet, and try to find myself. Now I've read 2 books that take place in Ireland, and I want to go to a secluded place there! Why can't my life work itself out like a romantic novel? I spend my life stuck in another persons brain! The characters are so real. I realise that is the point, but I want that for myself as well. I haven't given up yet, but it's getting pretty hedgy. Maybe I will go somewhere this year, by myself, and see what I can make of it!

So how's the world out there today? I went to see Clash of the Titans. Really good. Love Sam Worthington! What a cutiepie!
Can't wait for Robin Hood to come out.
So I didn't go running for a couple days. Back th the grindstone come tomorrow. I want to get myself into shape. I really want to find that one person for me. Any takers?
I have been a total bookworm, and have been totally emersed in the idea of romance. Now I just have to find some for myself. Where is he?
I want to try writing. I don't know how good I would be, but I can try. I also need to really focus on getting my crafts in order! I have a couple that need finishing. They have gone by the wayside, in lieu of my reading.
I am determined to finish the ones already started, and teach myself how to quilt. I was inspired by the quilting series by Jennifer Chiaverini.
I don't know what it is about me and crafts! They seem to have as much a hold on me as reading and looking for romance!

So what's up with the weather today? It really cooled off! I spent a relaxing day, reading , watching the telly, and walking my dog. Another book bit the dust! I really need to get out of this place. I want to plan a holiday for myself. Where should I go?
I don't know what to do about the man situation.... I am not really good in new situations, at least not alone. I wish I could find my two besat friends from school. We lost track of each other, and I haven't had any luck in locating either one.
There is so much that I want to do with my life, but I have to start somewhere. Where do I start? Do I just pick one path? Right now, I just live in my mind's eye. I just visualise what I want my life to be, but it all seems impossible. Wish I had some support, from anywhere.
I'm too scared of getting hurt badly like in my last relationship, so I am afraid to take a risk. I guess that's the only way to go, though. I am going to start fresh, and maybe have some fun.

So, I just have to say....AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I am technologically ignorant! It just took me sooooo long to figure out how to link this to the web! I truly hate computers. I thought technology was supposed to improve life, not create more problems! I am much better with pen and paper. Anyway.
Well, I can't really complain too much. I have found a few people on here that I haven't heard from in a very long time. I have also made lots of friends, whilst playing every addictive game on here! I'm referring to facebook!
I didn't go running today Perhaps tomorrow. But I have slept better the last few days.
Finished another book yesterday! But I do have so many other projects waiting for my attention. I just have to be in the mood.
So how to deal with all my stuff? I want to do so many things, but there are just not enough hours in the day!

Well, I goofed! I wanted to come on yesterday before I went to bed, only I fell asleep!!! Oh well. So I started running again. I am doing 1 mile at the moment, working on getting to 2. My legs are not complaining quite so much on day 3. I don't know if I am ambitious enough to do a marathon. I do hate running, but I'm doing it to lose weight. I think I've lost a little already.
I am contemplating moving. I want to move to Scotland, or at least somewhere in the UK. Scotland currently has my vote. I am reading Diana Gabaldon's "Outlander" series, which has really brought a wonderful description to life! The Highlands.
So, no to relax and read another good book!
I feel a little better, and I have definitely slept better since I started running. I don't feel quite so stressed at work. That's a wonderful feeling.

So I am new to this medium, but I am open to anything new. I am trying to improve my life. I am also looking form that someone special. I am at a loss as to where to begin! How do I start to improve my life. I guess baby steps! I feel overwhelmed by all the things I want to do, all my dreams. I feel like I am struggling just to stay afloat. I am sure many people feel that way, so I shouldn't feel alone. But I do. I try to keep a handwritten journal (not consistently). I am always tired. I feel like my life is just one long, never-ending day! It seems like it is non-stop. When I'm not at work, I feel like I am too tired to go out and enjoy myself.
I have tons of interests, so my mind is always wandering. I have penpals, with whom I write actual lettres. That's really fun. I get to practice my French and Italian. I am no expert, but I am improving, except in speach, as I have no-one to speak to. Plus, I get all the lovely stamps for my collection. Maybe I need a holiday somewhere peaceful.