Well, I'm not being very consistent with this! Oh well. C'est la vie!
I went to see Robin Hood last weekend! I loved it! Been chatting with some of my penpals on facebook. Haveing a good chortle over some things. Got out my crochet hook again last weekend. I was inspired to make something. It's only a scarf, but still. Maybe I'll get out one of my cross-stitches to finish! I've still been reading like crazy. I'm on the 6th book in the "Outlander" series, and loving it. Can't believe there will be an 8th to come out! How can this story keep going! Although, I really don't want it to end! I really love the main character. Also reading "The Lost Symbol". Dan Brown really knows how to keep you in suspense. It's hard to put either book down...but I do need to sleep!

Been tired and busy! Haven't written for a while. I have been reading lots of good books. Ever the hopless romantic.... I have reconnected with a few of my penpals on facebook. It's great. I have started writing lettres again. Nothing is more exciting than receiving a lettre by post! Maybe that someone special is out there. Maybe even one of my penpals. Who knows....
I haven't given up yet.

So I haven't written anything for a bit. I have read several more books. I am still a hopeless romantic! I want to travel somewhere quiet, and try to find myself. Now I've read 2 books that take place in Ireland, and I want to go to a secluded place there! Why can't my life work itself out like a romantic novel? I spend my life stuck in another persons brain! The characters are so real. I realise that is the point, but I want that for myself as well. I haven't given up yet, but it's getting pretty hedgy. Maybe I will go somewhere this year, by myself, and see what I can make of it!

So how's the world out there today? I went to see Clash of the Titans. Really good. Love Sam Worthington! What a cutiepie!
Can't wait for Robin Hood to come out.
So I didn't go running for a couple days. Back th the grindstone come tomorrow. I want to get myself into shape. I really want to find that one person for me. Any takers?
I have been a total bookworm, and have been totally emersed in the idea of romance. Now I just have to find some for myself. Where is he?
I want to try writing. I don't know how good I would be, but I can try. I also need to really focus on getting my crafts in order! I have a couple that need finishing. They have gone by the wayside, in lieu of my reading.
I am determined to finish the ones already started, and teach myself how to quilt. I was inspired by the quilting series by Jennifer Chiaverini.
I don't know what it is about me and crafts! They seem to have as much a hold on me as reading and looking for romance!

So what's up with the weather today? It really cooled off! I spent a relaxing day, reading , watching the telly, and walking my dog. Another book bit the dust! I really need to get out of this place. I want to plan a holiday for myself. Where should I go?
I don't know what to do about the man situation.... I am not really good in new situations, at least not alone. I wish I could find my two besat friends from school. We lost track of each other, and I haven't had any luck in locating either one.
There is so much that I want to do with my life, but I have to start somewhere. Where do I start? Do I just pick one path? Right now, I just live in my mind's eye. I just visualise what I want my life to be, but it all seems impossible. Wish I had some support, from anywhere.
I'm too scared of getting hurt badly like in my last relationship, so I am afraid to take a risk. I guess that's the only way to go, though. I am going to start fresh, and maybe have some fun.

So, I just have to say....AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I am technologically ignorant! It just took me sooooo long to figure out how to link this to the web! I truly hate computers. I thought technology was supposed to improve life, not create more problems! I am much better with pen and paper. Anyway.
Well, I can't really complain too much. I have found a few people on here that I haven't heard from in a very long time. I have also made lots of friends, whilst playing every addictive game on here! I'm referring to facebook!
I didn't go running today Perhaps tomorrow. But I have slept better the last few days.
Finished another book yesterday! But I do have so many other projects waiting for my attention. I just have to be in the mood.
So how to deal with all my stuff? I want to do so many things, but there are just not enough hours in the day!

Well, I goofed! I wanted to come on yesterday before I went to bed, only I fell asleep!!! Oh well. So I started running again. I am doing 1 mile at the moment, working on getting to 2. My legs are not complaining quite so much on day 3. I don't know if I am ambitious enough to do a marathon. I do hate running, but I'm doing it to lose weight. I think I've lost a little already.
I am contemplating moving. I want to move to Scotland, or at least somewhere in the UK. Scotland currently has my vote. I am reading Diana Gabaldon's "Outlander" series, which has really brought a wonderful description to life! The Highlands.
So, no to relax and read another good book!
I feel a little better, and I have definitely slept better since I started running. I don't feel quite so stressed at work. That's a wonderful feeling.

So I am new to this medium, but I am open to anything new. I am trying to improve my life. I am also looking form that someone special. I am at a loss as to where to begin! How do I start to improve my life. I guess baby steps! I feel overwhelmed by all the things I want to do, all my dreams. I feel like I am struggling just to stay afloat. I am sure many people feel that way, so I shouldn't feel alone. But I do. I try to keep a handwritten journal (not consistently). I am always tired. I feel like my life is just one long, never-ending day! It seems like it is non-stop. When I'm not at work, I feel like I am too tired to go out and enjoy myself.
I have tons of interests, so my mind is always wandering. I have penpals, with whom I write actual lettres. That's really fun. I get to practice my French and Italian. I am no expert, but I am improving, except in speach, as I have no-one to speak to. Plus, I get all the lovely stamps for my collection. Maybe I need a holiday somewhere peaceful.